Anticipation


Anticipation.

When did I lose it?

She lies beside me on the bed and kicks her feet. Her brown-green eyes sparkle as I kiss her baby soft cheeks. I raise my hand high above her body and wiggle my fingers. She giggles.

As my hand lowers towards her, she kicks and tenses her body. Then she shrieks with laughter, and I haven’t even touched her. My eight-month-old loves to be tickled. She loves it so much her peels of laughter and excitement can be heard before I even get my tickly fingers on her little body.

Anticipation.

A sense of expectancy.

When did I lose it?

I used to get out of bed every morning excited. Excited to see what God was going to do that day. Expecting Him. Just knowing God would do a great thing. My face, my heart, my attitude showed it. And I looked for Him.

When you approach life with a sense of expectancy, it makes the waiting all that much sweeter.

Lately, I’ve gotten in the way. I’m consumed with my daily routine, my list of tasks, my goals so much that I’ve forgotten to wait with expectation. My mind is focused on time and tediousness. What is going on this week? What items on my list are the most urgent? Do I have time to run errands before naptime, bus time, dinner time, bedtime? My day is crammed with to-do.

It should be less about DO and more about WHO.

In the morning, O LORD, you hear my voice; in the morning I lay my requests before you and wait in expectation. Psalm 5:3 NIV


God, Please know my heart. I love you so much. Sometimes I just get so caught up in everyday living that I forget to wait in anticipation. I know that You are doing a great thing. I know that You have a grand and exciting plan for my life. Create in me the desire to see You at work. Help me to look for You in all the details. I can’t wait to see what You have planned. In Jesus’ name, Amen.


Anticipating Him,

Carol

Spreadsheet Faith

I have a friend who organizes his prayers on a spreadsheet. With spreadsheet prayers, he can easily add new prayers with a few clicks of the keyboard and even send weekly prayer updates to his wife via email. As he explained the process to me, my interest grew. I thrive on organization. I never even considered how I could organize my prayer life.

You see, he has a column for family members, one for business needs, one for friends, and one for financial concerns. “Oh, and there’s a separate column for people I know without a job,” he shared. In today’s economic situation, that column is a large one.

He explained how categorizing his prayer life, helped him stay diligent in honestly taking his needs to the Lord. “But one day, I ran across a problem,” he told me. One of the people in his “Without a Job” column got a job. He was elated as he surveyed the spreadsheet and realized he could move this individual from this list. But then he realized there was nowhere to move him. He hadn’t accounted for answered prayers.

As my friend relayed this story to me, I realized how much I could relate. So often, I take my prayers to the Lord without any expectation – expectation that He will answer them. Sure, I believe he CAN answer them, but do I honestly have the faith that He will? I focus on the problem so much I don’t see the solution.

And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive. Matthew 21:22 KJV

Now I’m not telling you to have a Magic Lamp kind of faith. Rub the bottle, ask the Genie, expect it to happen. “God, I want a big screen TV!” And poof, there it is. That’s not it at all. I’m just saying we should have a spreadsheet faith. The kind of faith that is diligent to ask and leaves room for answers.

I’m happy to report my friend now has a new column on his spreadsheet – “Answered Prayers.” How about you? Have you left a space for God to move?

p.s. I really could use a big screen TV, though. Just sayin’.

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