Are you going through some hard times? With today’s economy, a lot of us are.  I just wanted to take a moment to share with you a line from Sunday’s sermon.  This one has really stuck with me, and I’ve been thinking about it ever since. (Thanks, Pastor Larry.)

Take some time and reflect on this:
Never doubt in the darkness what God has shown you in the light.

Chew on that for a while. Can I get an amen?


Expecting the Spring

 I’m greeted with a blast of cold air as I walk out of the garage.  I look around and see the remnants of winter – leafless trees and brown grass.  We’ve passed the official first day of spring, but I’m searching for warm air and daffodils.  I want to sit in the sun and feel the warmth on my skin.   I dream of vibrant colors spilling every which way.  But I open my eyes and all I see is dull, gray, and brown.


I, too, am in the winter of life.  I look for new life and growth, but only glimpse the dead and broken. Each day I search with hunter’s eyes for anything, a sign, that spring is coming. Why has God brought me here? When can I leave? Unexpected financial responsibilities and stress stack likes bricks and begin to block my view. Oh, where is the spring? I know it’s coming.


Where are you Lord? Why am I here? I question and feel Him look at me and nod. I look to see what He’s nodding at, but all I see is winter. And the realization seeps over my skin – it’s part of life.  Winter, that is. We can’t have the spring and summer always.  Nature requires a dormancy, a time to rest, to grow deeper roots and to become strong in preparation for the magnificent beauty to be revealed. Spring always comes.  Always.  Sometimes it’s earlier than others, but winter never fails to bring spring.


I walk to the mailbox and something catches my eye – an oddity among the dark and dim.  Across the street I see a green shoot.  It’s rich and thick and tall.  I turn back to the house and start grinning.  My walk becomes brisk, and I break into a jog.  He’s coming! He’s coming! And I, too, will bloom.



Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. James 1:2-4 NIV



It’s Transparent

5 Minutes for Faith - Daily Devotions for Moms
Thud! My bags hit the floor, and I stepped over them to survey the room.  My husband and I managed to get away for a Sunday School teacher retreat in the North Georgia mountains.  Alone at last…

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Dear Lady in the E.R.

Dear Lady in the E.R.,


I owe you an apology.  I passed you over.  When I walked into the emergency room last night, I was consumed with myself.  Why did I have to come? Is this going to be a waste of time?  Why couldn’t I catch my breath?  I saw you sitting in that chair closest to the check-in station with your head down.  At first, I thought perhaps you were in line to check-in and wondered if you would think I was taking your place.  I glanced back at you several times trying to evaluate whether or not you were there to be seen or were there with someone. 


You may remember when I caught your eye.  I saw your tears, and judging from the streaks down your face, they weren’t your first.  I know you were trying to hide yourself from the rest of the waiting room – your hat was pulled low and your arms were drawn in tight.  But I saw you.  I knew you were in pain.  And sweet stranger, my God, the Heavenly Father who gave me life spoke to me about you.  Pray with her. I heard it ever so faintly and wondered if I imagined it. 


If the words weren’t enough, the heaviness I felt in my chest was – that same chest I was having trouble filling with enough air.  When the check-in station became available, I paused just in case you were in line, but by this time I was sure you were there waiting for a loved one.  I stepped to the window thinking I would pray with you after I was officially in the system.  But before I could sign all the paperwork, my parents arrived. 


That’s really no excuse, but I felt bad for dragging them out on a dark foggy night to sit in the E.R. with me.  But I needed them to come because my husband was home with my kids.  Why didn’t I send them to go sit down, so I could squat down beside you?  I should have looked into your streaked eyes and taken your hands.  I wanted to tell you how much you meant to God, and how He knew your pain.  I even thought about sharing with you the story of Joseph – how his brothers threw him in a pit and sold him.  Just when things looked to be at the worst, God turned the situation around.


You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives. Genesis 50:20 NIV


One of my life’s missions is to change the world one person at a time by caring and meeting the needs of those around me.  I’m sorry, because last night, in my own selfishness, I passed you by.  You are still on my mind today.  I’ve prayed for you several times.  I pray the God of all hope and peace brings you comfort today.  I pray you have no need for tears.  I pray if I see you again, I will be bold.  I will be an ambassador for Christ.


You may never read my words, but I needed you to know how I felt.  Again, I ask your pardon.  May the LORD make his face shine upon you and be gracious to you.



The newly pregnant girl who couldn’t breathe well last night and was sent to the E.R. only to find out everything was A.Okay.   



For A While

You are finally here. After weeks and months of planning, you are here. It’s hot, but you don’t mind. You can almost feel the wind whipping through your hair already…

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I’m pulling double duty today.  I’m also at Writer Interrupted for an oldie but a goodie.  Click HERE to read that devotion.